Annie Hargreeves (
defenderofdesmoines) wrote2021-10-08 08:14 am
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MHA #2 | Late, late Friday night
Annie missed sleeping all the way through the night.
It still happened occasionally, but the restlessness and bad dreams that had started up in the spring hadn't ever really gone away -- they'd just improved as she'd felt safer and less stressed out. And sure, there were things that tended to help -- she'd slept wonderfully in Australia, and there were plenty of times she was just so exhausted for one reason or another that she just fell into bed and didn't wake up until the alarm went off the next morning.
But there were still times like tonight, when Annie had woken up out of a light doze and stared at the ceiling for way too long before creeping out of bed (quiet enough to not wake Diego, she hoped) and padding out into the kitchen. It wasn't any one thing so much as a dozen little things -- worry about work, of course, and whether the next time she stepped into the tower would be the time Homelander just fucking lost it. Concerns about how Summer was doing off in space (like, obviously she was amazing, and Annie would never tell her this, but she was praying for her anyway.) Missing her mom, now that they barely talked.
And, of course, the thing she thought about all the time now, because it was inescapable: there were five people lost in time, and she couldn't do anything about it. And while Annie did her best to keep a positive outlook there for Diego's -- and Five's -- sake, it was exactly the kind of thing that liked to sneak up on her in the middle of the night and remind her that she should worry.
So that was why she was taking her little bag of Almond Joy miniatures and wandering over to the guest room door, listening close for movement within before tapping lightly on the door.
[for one!]
It still happened occasionally, but the restlessness and bad dreams that had started up in the spring hadn't ever really gone away -- they'd just improved as she'd felt safer and less stressed out. And sure, there were things that tended to help -- she'd slept wonderfully in Australia, and there were plenty of times she was just so exhausted for one reason or another that she just fell into bed and didn't wake up until the alarm went off the next morning.
But there were still times like tonight, when Annie had woken up out of a light doze and stared at the ceiling for way too long before creeping out of bed (quiet enough to not wake Diego, she hoped) and padding out into the kitchen. It wasn't any one thing so much as a dozen little things -- worry about work, of course, and whether the next time she stepped into the tower would be the time Homelander just fucking lost it. Concerns about how Summer was doing off in space (like, obviously she was amazing, and Annie would never tell her this, but she was praying for her anyway.) Missing her mom, now that they barely talked.
And, of course, the thing she thought about all the time now, because it was inescapable: there were five people lost in time, and she couldn't do anything about it. And while Annie did her best to keep a positive outlook there for Diego's -- and Five's -- sake, it was exactly the kind of thing that liked to sneak up on her in the middle of the night and remind her that she should worry.
So that was why she was taking her little bag of Almond Joy miniatures and wandering over to the guest room door, listening close for movement within before tapping lightly on the door.
[for one!]

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